Suddenly, Quickly, Without warning…!

I got down on my knees, in that instant I knew I was not going to let this happen ever again. I made up my mind that whatever areas of ignorance I had walked in that allowed me lose my babies; I was going to deal with them. I was going to get the knowledge I needed from the Word of God and fight my good fight of faith. No, I wasn’t going to base my life on anyone’s experiences. Experiences are fickle. But God’s Word was the one true standard, unchanging over time. His Word was the guideline for my life. I was going to war with it and ensure that my experiences lined up with His Word. It was going to cost me something but it was going to be well worth it.

By this time, it was almost time for me to go to the hospital. I packed my bag quickly and waited for my husband to get home. When he got home, he joked that the wife he met was definitely more cheerful than the one he left in the morning. If he only knew where I had been; I had been somewhere, a place no man could reach me however hard they tried, I had spent time in the secret place, the place where the Father speaks and His words bring healing and refreshing.

Hanging over our heads still was the prognosis of a molar pregnancy. We sat in our sitting room to pray before we set out for the hospital. While we prayed, I heard my husband declare that God perfected all about my body. He declared I was healed and they would find no traces of a molar pregnancy in my body. I said Amen. I didn’t know how but I knew everything was alright, things weren’t going to be alright; they were alright already.

The next morning, when the nurses came for me, I smiled bravely at everyone in my room. But as I was wheeled to the basement in the wheelchair, I started crying softly. My husband knowing how the whole procedure would make me feel was waiting in the recovery room by the time we got downstairs, he had used the stairs. He held my hands and insisted we speak in tongues. Truly, “he that speaks in tongues emboldens himself” (1 Corinthians 14:4) I got bolder, and went in for the procedure. The last thing I remember was the mask they placed over my nose as I drifted off.

After the whole procedure, the doctors confirmed that after their extensive checking up, they found N.O.T.H.I.N.G. They sent the little specimen they could find for histology and it showed I was totally healthy, only healthy ‘products of conception’ were found. No molar pregnancy, nothing. To say we were grateful to God is an understatement.

After that incident, my husband and I insisted we were going to wait it out till my body healed properly. I started feeding my spirit for the next time I would be pregnant. All this happened in October 2011.

November passed, December 2011 ended. But I was thankful. I thanked God for his mercies, if I hadn’t got pregnant that year, I may have felt tense. I may have felt the need to panic, I may have started calculating and questioning. But He had allowed it happen to let me know that all was well, it was possible. That was the mind-set I chose to have. Regardless of how I felt, I maintained that mind-set.

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January 2012 came. I was determined this was the year my husband and I would carry our babies, we were both determined. At the annual 12 days of Glory praying and fasting programme in my church, on day 6 – 7th January 2012 precisely – the guest minister, Pastor Korede Komaya, declared there was going to be an “overflow” of twins. He announced prophetically, ‘watch out for October, It’s not just going to be a month of babies alone, but twins’.

Then he asked all women desiring the fruit of the womb or those standing in for friends/family desiring same to come forward. I hesitated in my seat. Seated to my right was my husband and to my left, my friend Elizabeth. Elizabeth elbowed me. “What are you waiting for?” I hesitated still. Then she insisted, “Ok, I am going to go out with you!” All three of us went out, her in front, me in the middle and my dear husband behind me.

All I could notice when I went forward was how silky Pastor Korede’s blazer was. He was holding it out and asked us to make contact with it since he wasn’t going to be able to minister to everyone who came forward personally. I chided myself, there I was, out to receive a miracle and I was thinking such “carnal” thoughts about a blazer! J J  

I went back to my seat. I honestly didn’t feel anything, no goose bumps, nothing 🙂 No warmth in my abdomen, nothing.

But I started counting, and calculating. “Okay, if it’s October, I have to get pregnant this month (January)” etc. On the 24th of January, my period came!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I wasn’t pleased; I kept asking “dear Lord wasn’t that word for me?” The Holy Spirit calmed me down, he kept insisting, “Ulu, keep the Word in your mouth. Don’t be moved by what you see.”

I remembered that cliché about doing something you’ve never done to get something you’ve never got. I tried to think of what I could do that I had never done before. I remembered I had given my full salary twice in a row, I thought maybe I could do it thrice in a row.

After consulting with the head of my home J I sowed my December 2011 and January 2012 salaries – my January salary already wasn’t mine anyway, it was my firstfruit offering. I also planned to sow my February 2012 salary when it came. All of it.

In addition to my seed, I wasn’t playing with my words. I knew that as Reverend Chris Oyakhilome had preached several times, “the Word of God on my lips was God talking” I was continually speaking. My husband was speaking. We didn’t wait for our prayer times, even in our jokes, we talked about our babies ‘Oj and Aj’ like they were a part of our family already.

Also, after my period came on the 24th of January, the two weeks after, before I ovulated I started using the Christ Embassy Abuja Rose of Sharon confessions booklet to talk to my body, I spoke to my eggs, I spoke to my husband’s seed which I would shortly receive. I specifically said what those seed would do in me. I spoke to everything I could think of.

The two weeks after I ovulated, I switched to the pregnancy part of the confession booklet (for women who were actually pregnant). Then I kept laying hands on my body during our morning devotion. I saw myself pregnant so I spoke to the baby. I called the baby healthy, well-formed etc.

On February 18th, I noticed my BBT (Basal Body Temperature) was still high. My period was meant to come that day, and for the BBT gurus you know your temp shouldn’t stay high the day of your period. It’s meant to drop. I tried to stay calm. By afternoon I couldn’t hold back, I went into the bathroom to test. I almost screamed when I saw the faint double line!!!!

My husband was watching a match in the sitting room, I went to him and giggled; “Apple we are pregnant!”

He looked at me like I was from Mars, “Yes now, that’s what we expected” then he laid hands on my abdomen and blessed me and the baby in there.

Ah, I so monitored the baby, I would talk to him/her each morning; I would declare s/he grew well. All things worked for his/her good, my food, my dressing everything.

When I was 6 weeks pregnant, I went for a scan.

It was at a women’s health centre and the doctor referred me to a bigger hospital where they had a more advanced scanner. I went there not knowing why. As I lay on the bed, the radiographer called his assistant and said, “this is the type I was telling you about; twins in two different sacs” He wasn’t even talking to me, as in!!!!!!!!!!! He then went on to comment that the position of the fibroids was critical. If he had seen them before conception he would have advised me to take them out.

“Yayyyyyyyyy” I couldn’t even scream, I just put my hands over my mouth and gasped.

“Me? Carrying twins!!!”

You can’t even start to imagine how I felt!!!!

As I shakily (from excitement this time) walked back to my car in the hospital parking lot, I called my husband. ‘Apple we are having twins!!!!

This time he acted like I was from Jupiter, “Yes now, that’s what we’ve been expecting.”

I just giggled. “E pele o man of God, man of faith I hear you…” 🙂

The 9 months were simply wonderful. Everyone warned me, ‘symptoms are usually aggravated with twins’ etc. BUT I refused to observe lying vanities. I spoke what I wanted to see, and what I spoke, I saw; no vomiting, no spitting, no big nose (well, the last month I didn’t care anymore, I just wanted the babies out so I guess my nose did its thing 🙂 😉 ) a precious/portable sized tummy (I never liked bulging long tummies :)) Better still was the fact that the fibroids kept shifting, my strong daughter who was on top of her brother kept pushing them away and making space for her unhindered growth. 🙂 Once I commented to the doctor that she was surely going to push them round to my back because they kept moving away to the side!

A couple of times in my first trimester when I spotted, God just led me to the right doctors. Everything ran smoothly. The Word kept me!

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 Finally, the day of delivery came!

As they pulled the babies out of me, I felt my chest tightening. I couldn’t breathe properly. I called out to my husband who was excitedly telling me as they pulled my son out, “He is out” and I said, “Please lay your hands on my head and speak” then I put my headset back in and turned on my “Christ consciousness” podcast blocking out every other voice as I opened my mouth to declare the Word while I clamped the oxygen mask firmly over my nose ‘I am alive to God, I live I don’t die…’

‘What’s the point?’ I heard this voice say, ‘Close your eyes and sleep’.

I just laughed because I knew what the ‘sleep’ meant and spoke all the more intensely, ‘Greater is the life in me than all the death in the world. I am alive to God… Thank you Jesus’

When the doctor asked me, ‘how are you feeling madam,’ I said, ‘I still am not breathing well’

The more I said that, the worse I felt. Suddenly, I realised that too was a confession, my words at that time were God speaking! Hmmm I had to speak right, I quickly changed what I was saying, ‘Doctor, it is getting better but it can still be better…’ They kept monitoring me, I am not sure at what point I drifted off but when I woke up I was back in my room with my babies beside me! Yayyyy!

And so it was, on October 5th 2012, a year after I made that journal entry in my diary, a year after the doctors had told me I would have to wait before trying to conceive, our twin babies, our son and our daughter Osborne-Joshua Oluwadumininu Chizitere and Amanda-Jessica Oluwatumininu Abumnkechi were born.!

Each day I look at those beautiful children I see the fulfillment of prophecy. I look at them and see verity in that statement, “if you stick to the Word, you will come back with a testimony!!!!’ They are MY testimony I came back with.

I look at them and realise that no matter what we face, whatever the challenge – financial, emotional, whatever, the Word of God is all we need. All things we need are REALLY wrapped in the Word.

There is NO hopeless situation for the child of God, none.

Is it a physical ailment? The same Spirit that raised Christ from the dead dwells in you, He will give life to what the doctors called dead. Choose to agree with the Word not that medical report.

Is it in your finances? There is a way out! No matter how messy the financial situation is, His Word has all the answers you need. Don’t agree with those calling you broke and messed up. The Word is able…

I remember a word I had heard that stuck firmly in my spirit while I waited, “God gets glory when you use the name of Jesus to get results” DON’T GIVE UP! It doesn’t really count how long you have waited or how long you’ve been in the situation, it also doesn’t matter how hopeless and unexplainable men may have called your case, the Name of Jesus works, the Word of God works. ALWAYS.
Remember the man at the pool of Bethesda, he had been in the situation 38 years (John 5:1-9) His friends and family must have concluded that was how things were going to end for him. They must have written his situation off as a lost case. They must have told him that was ‘God’s will’ for him and advised him to live with it.
But one encounter with Jesus, one encounter with the Word ended decades of frustration. There’s a specific Rhema for you. It doesn’t have to be my way, there is a specific word from God for you concerning your specific situation; stop running all over the place, stop fretting, calmly sit before Him and let Him tell you YOUR specific way out. Then stick with it, regardless of the pressure… regardless…

I am so excited, God didn’t leave us helpless in this world. Sure, things may look chaotic around us, the media may flood us with endless tales of woe and disaster but God is still doing great things! The Word still works, and it will SURELY work for you too, wipe your eyes… He did it for me; He will do it for you too!

“…Now I’m turning you over to God, our marvellous God whose gracious Word can make you into what he wants you to be and give you everything you could possibly need…”

 (Acts 20:32 The Message Translation)

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122 Responses to Suddenly, Quickly, Without warning…!

  1. chichi says:

    Wow i’ve just been encouraged so much and I strongly believe in the word of God that says “I shall not cast my young”. I am going through the same trauma, had miscarriage in January, took in again now and scan is saying “threatened abortion ” another said ” inevitable miscarriage “. I felt ooooo not again. But now that I know better, I will strongly stand on my roommates Testimony and the word of God to save my children from destruction. I am a fruitful Vineyard, this special seed that I am carrying today will stay. Sisters, see you next year at the child dedication.

  2. chichi says:

    I was blessed. I have heard of testimonies like this, somehow it doesn’t register cause you don’t know them.
    Gives me a new perspective on making the word work.

  3. Lami manzo says:

    Wao sis ulu. What a great testimony. Am not surprised how you used the word of God. Have learnt a lot from you as my pcf leader in Christ embassy. Your testimony is amazing. Am so blessed. To him we give all the glory. Love you dear and miss you so much. Regards to your hubby. Great woman of God.

  4. Simbo Okubule says:

    God is indeed awesome. I celebrate you!

  5. our God Is continually faithful!
    I’ve read this before but I am reading this again and thinking Thank you Lord, for your word, for all.
    I will stick with the word in all situations and not the words of men

  6. That is so awesome! And your husband is fantastic!!

  7. camary1996 says:

    Reblogged this on God Speaks I Listen and commented:
    This REALLY blessed me today!! Can’t keep it to myself!

  8. I reeeally love what I am getting here. This is the kind of faith I love my sister. It reminds me of a time we almost lost our second born. My wife started complaining that the baby was coming out one day at around two in the night. she was also getting out of breath. As i called upon the name of the Lord, He showed me a big snake, immediately i was quickened that i was dealing with a spirit of witchcraft. I bound it and destroyed it in prayer. Then she was released immediately and we were able to sleep soundly thereafter. the following day we found witchcraft items just outside the door of our house. God is able to do more than what we ask or imagine. Since the days of John the baptist the kingdom of God suffereth violence but the violent will take it by force. For freedom christ has set us free, therefore stand steadfast in this freedom and refuse to submit to the yoke of the enemy. God bless you a lot.

  9. Nina says:

    Hi Ulu, I just want to say thank you. my friend Bralade sent me a link to your blog when you wrote the one titled “hidden away”. I went on to read all you ever posted. I was encouraged and left a comment that day and little did I know that would be my last period. I am pregnant as I write this. To God be all the glory and thank you for sharing your story.

  10. uche says:

    i stumbled on ur site yday(5/6/2013) thru someone’s comment on bellanaija.wahoooooo
    i didnt kno somtin ds real n pratical existed.may God bless you my dear for sharin ds testimony
    i ws indeed lifted.tnk u jesus.I got married last year,ws in my finals in med sch so i decided to wait till i finish b4 i get pregnant,finishd in september startd tryin december.my dear i didnt kno it ws a different ball game all 2geda.january passed feb came n went,i startd takin drugs but notin happend,march came n passed,April came i started panickin.i fastd in april ws dscouraged but God lifted up,my huby ws encouragin n wonderful.may came n i ws so tired of tryin dt i didnt buy d ovulation kit hubby said i shd buy,i just removed it from my mind,i ws supposed to see my period on d 23rd of may but it didnt show.i waitd for one week,i startd worryin bcos i hv had delayd menses b4 n it wsnt pregnancy.i hv made plans of going to see a doc again wen i decided to fast ds week again n i told God dt nxt time i will nt see my period it will pregnancy evn wt my declarations i ws still scard.so today which is my bday after mornin prayers wt hubby he left for work.holyspirit just lead to test for pregnancy,my dear i cudnt believe wat i saw,IT WAS POSITIVE,i tot it ws an error i waited again it ws still positive.God hs given me a wonderful bday gift(Ifeoluwa Ikemsinachi Joshua )pls join me in prasin our awesome God.its nt usually easy waitin esp wen u kept ursef for him while single,but he is indeed a faithful God n he loves his own exceedindly much more than we cn ever tink of.

  11. Constance says:

    This is awesome God is faithful. Indeed, God has not left Himself without witness. This is another proof that God never fails and His Word can produce ALL we need. Sis, God bless you for sharing. Thanks be to God who causes us to triumph. These miracle babies shall be great, generations yet unborn will rejoice at their birth.

  12. Nicole says:

    Glory be to God!! I got ur testimony from a friend and it so blessed me!! My faith is stronger than ever.The word of God truly,surely works! I know I will be sharing my testimony to concerning my babies! God bless you and ur beautiful family! Wow!!! Am stil amazed at the awesomeness and faithfulness of God!

  13. chinyere says:

    Waooo! This is great, I really am so happy and excited by your testimony. At some point I laughed and some made me cry but in all we have a mighty God! Hallelujah!!!

  14. Steve Rebus says:

    Wow, simply amazing! What a story of faith and hope! Thanks for sharing. God bless to you and your family! 🙂

  15. chinedumify says:

    What a faithful God we serve! Surely God is not a man that he should lie!!!

  16. Chinwe Nnaji says:

    God is truly wonderful and indeed faithfu. I’m truly inspired by your testimony. May God’s name be praised in all the earth. He is sure faithful in all he says and his gracious favour is all we need to make it in any situation

  17. Ugo says:

    This is simply beautiful, may his holy name always be glorified, our God is a living God. Amen

  18. Abassah mcvella says:

    wow,i am so inspired,the word of God has ability,God indeed is faithful,congrats sis,congrats pdo

  19. Kem says:

    I’m so inspired! I thank God for ur life and your beautiful blessings! I needed to read this right now. I am praying for a beautiful, healthy child as well as a smooth pregnancy and labor. Like you, God has done forme what doctors thought was “a slim possibility” and i know He will be faithful and just to complete it! God bless every woman who is afraid, in doubt or just worried.

  20. Kim says:

    Faithful is our God…….able to do exceedingly abundantly above all we can ask, think or imagine!……../….praise His Name!……..rejoicing with you and your family!…..Kim

  21. gozzi says:

    wow!!! i am in awe of the mighty God…… God bless u dear for sharing, Joshua n Jessica shall fulfill destiny in a grand style, God is too faithful to fail, you just strengthened my faith! God bless ur hubby too!!! (Joshua n Jessica happens to b d exact same names i have chosen out for my twins too lol) He confirms the words of His messengers…….

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